OUT: An Explicit, Honest, Queer Coming-of-Age Reality

In Dennis Alink’s coming-of-age film OUT, young lovers navigate their new life post-film school and the changes of a relationship when people grow. 

Tom, the main character played by Bas Keizer, is sheltered from the party scene of the gay community as he pursues his dreams of being a successful film director. While trying to achieve his goal, Tom’s lover Ajani, played by Jefferson Yaw Frempong Manson, discovers more of himself through his experiences with influential friends and the environment of a new, rowdy scene in Amsterdam. Tom reluctantly but willingly follows Ajani’s journey (because of their intimate relationship) while still moving toward directorial pursuits. The characters show clear development from beginning to end with newly held perspectives and a loss of their youth and innocence. Trigger warning: There is a sexual abuse scene within the film.

Tom (Bas Keizer) and Ajani (Jefferson Yaw Frempong Manson) in OUT / Seattle Queer Film Festival

Alink filmed in black and white. While the colors were limited to mixtures of tints and shades, there was vibrancy within each frame throughout the movie. Cinematographer Thomas van der Gronde along with Alink masters textures, color, and light by highlighting the range of grays within the black and white spectrum utilizing patterns on clothing and a well-managed set design. 

Alink did not use many different shots for each scene. Instead many of his scenes were long cuts, with some going to roughly three minutes for a single cut, which intensified the drama and suspense of the film. Slowly watching Tom experience the world around him makes the viewer almost beg for a break and resolution in the scene. The resolve is not always given as the story aggressively plays on the pushover and can’t-let-go flaws of Keizer’s character.

While not all cuts were long, these long shots brought depth to each of the frames. Furthermore, the perspective of the camera immerses the viewer into the scene, taking what could be the perspective from one of Tom’s crewmembers or another friend. The shots stray away from over-the-shoulder and stay in more close-up or medium shots to play into the immersion. The black and white also enhance the immersion by creating light sources within the scene instead of viewer-directed light. 

The camera in many stationary placements moved focus between foreground to background seamlessly and with little distraction to the conversation, showcasing the cinematographer and crew’s skill. The movement of camera focus emphasized the acting and dialogue. The dialogue was rich and meaningful, and the beats between lines were filled with intensity on the actors’ faces.

The camera does not lie, and in black and white it could not be more true. This film could have shown many of the actors’ mistakes but through each scene, whether long or short, the actors brought an applause-worthy performance. In some dark moments throughout the film, the actors showed the truth behind some facets of the gay community and displayed realistic ecstasy, guilt, shame, and brokenness. Tom and Ajani explore the intimacy of gay sex with on-screen intercourse and a scene with notabally more nudity. Maneuvering the nuances of gay sex, Tom and Ajani quickly learn what sex is without each other. 

Club scene in OUT / IMDb

OUT is a beautifully sandwiched film that brings the viewer through the coming-of-age story and the uneasy, relationship-driven plot. From beginning to end, the viewer is gifted with strategic pictures, impactful dialogue, and truth from the acting. While the subjects and explicit nature of the film may not be for everyone, it holds true to the story of what growing up queer can be like today: to jump into gay culture, make new queer friends, and grow distant in former relationships.

The film is insightful and will leave the viewer stuck in their seats to recover from the heaviness of film. This impactful story brings more understanding and validation to real-world experiences and the experiences people must carry to live on with their lives. 

Michael Baldovino

(he/they) Michael originally moved to Seattle in 2016 to earn his MA in Industrial-Organizational Psychology and took a career path into change management serving the public sector. Michael works as an actor within the West Coast area for many commercial clients and theatrical roles in films such as Dyonisia and Cowboy Boots. He is also a Philanthropy Director for The Teacher Fund, raising money for low-income schools across the PNW. Michael seeks to provide more equitable access to the arts among queer, BIPOC, and at-risk youth and young adults. Michael raises underrepresented voices within the Puget Sound visual arts community.

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