She’d boxed all of it up after the accident, unable to face any of it, unable to create when all she could think of were the red and blue lights refracting off broken glass on the black concrete—a small shadow of a body on the pavement.
The child who’d been thrown from the car Leonna had hit, whose dark hair and beautiful eyes looked like Leonna’s daughter’s, had been killed upon impact. Leonna had been sentenced to imprisonment.
In the prison yard, sermons were delivered every day, telling prisoners and officers alike about an omniscient God who could grant them salvation from their sins. As the pastor spoke, Leonna often closed her eyes and stared up at the sun. Her eyelids defused the light so all she saw was red—like the fires long ago. In those moments, the crimson eye in the burning sky seemed not to be some beast’s, but rather the eye of God. And every moment she faced Him, every moment she let the fire in, it ate away at her penitence. Through Him, she could be saved.
She fell in with the Conformists after her release, picked up a pen instead of a paintbrush, and gave focus to her work. They’d been a humble group back then, meeting in churchyards and parks to talk grand ideals—of purity, simplicity, and truth. Of faith and of the guiding light which freed one from shadow-bound consciousness.
She drew the sun atop their pamphlets, and it became the new symbol of their God. They brandished it on patches, weaved it into flags, and painted it on buildings. And as all ideas with time and minds to feed it, it gained a life of its own. It became savage and ruthless and godless. The eye became the beast’s once more.
This time, the wrathful beast truly had come to consume the world, wielded by human hands. And the flames at last would clear her of her sins. Leonna lit a match and set fire to a painting in the nearest box.
It spread swiftly over the old parchment. It grew large and wrathful and warm.